Fear ot the Dream or Dream of the Fear

hey Bloggers, Am back into my world. Started doing this one day suddenly, no plan,no knowledge nothing. Now i don't know this has become a way of opening my mind. I don't even write a diary, but blogging is becoming a routine. hmm whteva....

Hero of the story have have been going through bad face of life it seems. Jumping into conclusions & foolish decisions... Mistakes it seems. but loss is just for hero only :), So not much improtant.

Never had the habit of expecting anything from anyone, now even started thinking about that. This world ismaking me crazy it seems, teaching me new bad habits...other than what i already got...

Came across someone & felt that person is someone important to me..then came across someone else & felt the same...then started geetting many people like this & so put them in a folder named FRIENDS...

One day the world become beautiful for me. I started enjoying that beauty. Started to live differently. Things went easy for sometime. Then suddenly that drema faded away, after sometime the same dream started coming, same faces, different situations. Not able to define what, but like to be in that dream & njoys whenevr am in that dream. Now it is like wanna see that dream atleast once a day...since communication is good nowa days it is easy, but still the dream land is sometimes out of coverage area...still waits for that dream & it arrives & njoys it for sometime & then it fades away. STil dont know whether that dream is true ir not, or whther i got the rite to dream like that...but that dream is good, ONE GOOD DREAM THAT I CAN"T FORGET.....

And then there came.....

Well i was just new to this world & was looking at the things around me in ful surprise...Then ma guardians used to teach me about things and once they showed me another species almost similar to mine...

yeah! As usual i was more surprised...everything looked the same other than some smaller dissismilarities..and when i came to know more about that species i became more confused...
I came to know that is the most confused & complicated species...hmm made me more confused....
Yeah! Days went by, years passed like a bulet train & now am in nother world where i am a ROBOT.......

Got a Schedule, work accordingly, sleep accordingly party accordingly...& atlast...the same old schedule..no fun...yeah! life has reached somewhere i think..somewhere where u keep on struggling & atlast no special gain as such.....Hmm mad e many friends..even made some good relationships also..wanna convert some thing nto more meaningful one...

Am thinking before taking a decision....No Hasty decisions....
The sun is sleepy..he is goin off to sleep & me, still awake waiting for the sun to Wake up.....
for a new beginning, a new day, new hopes, new fun, something relaly new...a Hope that something is gonna change my life.....yeah! HOpeeeeeeeeeee....Keep hopping.....

Here I am

Saturday noon makes me so lazyy that i don't like ot work, but no options for me..

Hey guys, How r ya.. welcome to ma Mind...a mind of nother sick animal sho can't differentiate much...

Hmm, Life is like a dedly dungeon...Yeah! am inside it..Trapped with all deadly feeings & sin, still this dungeon has got good parts also..Like ma dreams, Ma family, My friends

& the most important part am still ALive

Now i am on the race track of life..
so wanna live wanna fight for existence..

Long back, we friends used to go out & sit in the college ground for hours doing nothn ...& Ashok used to say we are busy...the busiest people ...

Now i understood what he meant...